here it is almost the end of march and i haven’t written a thing. i decided i’m not in the mood for capitalization or my usual over-usage of commas and hyphens. i’m only writing because i’m so anal that i don’t want any blank or skipped months in my archives. anyway, my heart is warmed by all the people helping with showers and the tremendous over the top gifts i’ve, um we, have received thus far. we decided to stay in my little tiny apartment for the time being. my landlords practically begged us to stay and it will save us tons of money.
i’m so desperate for a change of scenery. change of something. i know that moving to another state won’t make me feel any better due to the old green grass adage. in my mind, it’s a much better place though. even a different apartment or something. i’m actually really excited about staying in this apartment because i HATE moving. the location issue doesn’t bother me, just the mountains of boxes. hmm, those commas slipped right back in here didn’t they? oh well. a leopard doesn’t change its spots i suppose. back to my apartment – we’ve decided that we want to redecorate and get a new bed and tv. these are wonderful ideas that cost money we don’t have right now so i’m praying for that. we should have it by the summer though. especially if the mr. will let me go ahead and take on his finances too, but i don’t want to strip him of the last piece of freedom he has – God bless him.
so i’m in a very blah mood today and not wanting to do anything. this usually comes after a day or fourteen of going nonstop. yet, i trod on like the rest of humanity. hehe, i just realized how terribly melancholy i sound today. yesterday i was on top of the world. today – notsomuch. okey dokey. i’m talking a lot to have nothing to say, so guess i’ll head on to the place i call work and try to avoid doing any. really – i’m very talented at that! however, last week i had a rush of adrenaline or something and did tons of work. i’m still not sure what came over me. i think it hit me again how grateful i am to have a job.
i need a nap.
by the way – you might be surprised at all the things a spell checker checks – like capitalization. this post was bleeding red.
